14 February 2011, 10.14 pm.. :'( Sad because that's not the same that I'm hope..

What's my feels now..?
Who know..? Nobody..
Upset..? Disappointed..?
Even myself also don't know..

Let share about today's story..
Today afternoon, I going to K-box with Rigi II friends.. We're long time no meet already.. Cause of CNY Holiday.. I less sing.. Cause, I have sore throat and a little bit sick too.. And I was planning with my dear that after she finish classes I will go find her to exchange our Valentine's Day present..
We're not going out to celebrate together because of her parents was strict to her.. So it's ok.. Anyway.. I also know that she was still young.. I don't mind about it..

Then about evening, 6pm.. me and my friends, Dollis and Ally arrive her school..
Wait her then bring her go 101 cause she gonna walk back home, because she was scare her parents saw that we pick her back..? Or whatever? I din't even know, ask.. and she din't even tell me about it.. She just say that she wanna keep fit..?
All along inside the car, she less talked with me.. I bough a anklet and bracelet.. Actually I was planning to help her wear both of it.. but.......
She also said, wanna help me apply some lips balm for me and others.. But.......
Maybe she shy.. So I don't blame her.. Cause there's my friends inside car also..

And then, after that.. Me and my friends go to Station One to have our dinner..
Then I was arrive home at 10.15pm.. I knew her every night is gonna sleep very early.. So I wanna call her and chat with her actually.. But once I arrive my home, I straightly called her, very sad about that, that she gonna sleep soon already..

Ok lo.. So now I'm alone for saying goodbye for my Valentine of 2011..
Imagination are always better than reality~ All the things that I though were faked..

She told me wanna call me and tell me something at 12am..
So I gonna wait until 12am..

All I wanna tell her now is...

There's some emoticon that inside messages..
But there's no sure about my real feelings..
I just don't wanna make her upset that she can't celebrate with me and others..

I Love Her.. <3
I like the presents much.. I can feel your love.. Thank Dear~!!!



Present cover that she do her own.. "Letter that she write, A Cute Doggie Key Chain that she said her father bought from ShangHai, And A Lipstick ( I will use it everytime dear )..


Anklet and bracelet that I gifted her. :D